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Let's just say I'm at a huge art block right now. I haven't been posting on DA or FA.

This is kind of an important journal, because for those that don't know, something happened a lot of months ago, and something big, and it's been throwing me into an identity crisis. I don't like to talk about it. I just want people to know that as much as I wanna create something artistically sadistic, even if the sadism is from an antagonist, it just reminds me of things I don't want to think about. I'm trying my best to overcome this but it's been tearing me apart.

I'm a little inspired to continue Hybrid Dragon, but I lost the third volume after writing it so I've decided to cancel the series completely and maybe even rewrite it later, but I don't have the time to rewrite a huge series like that. It's alright, it's not like it made sense at the beginning of the story, which may be the most important part. It's not like nobody pays attention to writing.

But they would if I could draw, and I just can't. It's not just that I can't draw well, I'm actually very confident that if I practice, I could do anything! It's just that I can't even practice! The one pencil sharpener I have is a mechanical one that's huge and annoying, my new favorite color (yellow-green) is not in my batch of colored pencils, and even paper is a rarity. I suppose those are just excuses, though. The real problem is I have a habit of being embarrassed by my artwork, no so much by my skills, but by my content. I absolutely despise being asked what I'm drawing, especially by my art teacher. She won't understand why my fursona has to be a certain way, or why I obsess over what she thinks is werewolves. And I seriously need to start practicing paws. If I could practice at home, this would be a lot easier...

And the only drawing sources I really have is my flamboyant furry book I don't have the balls to whip out in my swagfag school.

Either way, it's Christmas break. Maybe I can do something productive this year. But I need my fucking tablet. I feel like digital art would be the best medium. I need to come up with a color scheme for my fursonas, and maybe even a backstory for them. Redrawing and recoloring my fursona every time I fuck up is getting annoying.
  • Mood: Unheard
  • Listening to: Amaranthe - Transhuman


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Artist | Hobbyist | Film & Animation
United States
I love ponies, dragons, Lucarios, Mewtwos, furries, macros, and anime. Animes include Dragonball Z, Bleach, One Piece, Attack on Titan, Naruto, Wolf's Rain, Pokemon movies, Hitman Reborn, etc. I am a macrophiliac, so please don't dig around in my favorites. They're fucked up, I promise.

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I am a Togetic!

Sexuality - Straight
Fetish - Macrophilia
Fanbases - Furry, Brony, Pokefan, Bleach, Naruto, and Alchemist
Music - Renard, Skrillex, Korn, Linkin Park, Saliva, Papa Roach, Sonic Syndicate, Amaranthe
Favorite Artists
:iconmetros2soul: This artist. Wow. So far, she's my favorite. Her Mewtwo art alone sends me into an imagination land I can hardly even handle alone. I wish there were more artists like her, but there straight up isn't.
:iconstampydragon: This artist takes my non-pervertedness and crushes it. Crushes it into little bite-sized pieces!
:iconel-grimlock: Dragons and muscles and shit that I envy for Hybrid Dragon illustrations.
:iconunknown-person: Created Law of Talos. Thanks to that, I now have my passion in non-sprite flash animation.
:iconloceri: HNNNG
:iconkhorme: More like khorny
:iconfriezamangas: More awesome mewtwo art X3 Also a really, really nice person that supports my artwork, too
:icongoldenmew: Same as friezamangas
:iconponythroat: Don't knock it until you try it
:iconechorelicart: A really cool person. I've met him through what he's renowned for, Lucario art, but I personally respect him most for his background graphic art.
:icontruecariolu: Good friends with Chrome and hilarious, too. Her art is cute and reminds me of my favorite casual (as in I watch it while I'm bored) anime, One Piece. If you mix that in with Pokemon, I nearly die in cute and awesome.
:iconlivinlovindude: Makes vore, but the cool thing about him is that he isn't a total pervert.
:iconbiyomoncuty: Old but gold
:iconghostwalker2061: Like Grimlock but with Ponies and Gozilla
:iconmyuutsufan: These comics are some of the best. They might even surpass Frieza manga's art! Only problem, it's yaoi, and I'm not completely bisexual, though I can be kind of a pokefile. Plus, I just don't get into comics all that well, but one day I will when I'm out of high school

Favorite Ponies - Pinkie Pie - My first favorite pony
Vinyl Scratch - Current favorite pony (cause of her personality in films and fanfics XD)
Derpy Hooves - Her speaking role introduced me and a lot of people in my school to MLP, so I owe it all to her.

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pink-ninja Featured By Owner 1 day ago
Thanks for the fave! :D
Luna-96 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student Filmographer
Thanks so much for the favorites! :meow:
HDuece77 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the faves ^^
Z3R0SKR13R Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch! :D
ShawnyBo Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave! :D
LoneRBlackWolf Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fave!
bladehawk949 Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks so much for the watch! :D
ShonenJump4eva Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2014
Happy Birthday.
Ric-Ultima Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
Awwr, thanks >//w//<
ShonenJump4eva Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014
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